Thursday, December 23, 2004

Reason why roses are red

My heart crumbled just one year back on this day when she told me she wanted her freedom. She got hers and one year has just passed. She is with another guy now, and I give her all my blessings.

For the past year, I have been thinking about her and though many girls popped into my life, I refused to enter any relationship. Well almost. Reason? Because of rejection? Because of the fear of breakup? Some say if I were to be like that, I will never find the girl I love. I have been pulling myself aback when it comes to relationships many many times. I really hope 2005 will be a better year for everyone and may God bless me with my one and only.

Roses are red because they are stained with the tears of my heart.

Monday, September 27, 2004

Lunch date ~

I've been meeting this girl for lunch, her name is Y (abbr to protect her identity). Well I think I got a crush on her, but I think after a few weeks I can't really connect with her, but she has the ideal qualities that I want to have in a wife. Firstly, she is a christian, she has those young look, and she has a pleasant personality. But at that time, I already gave my heart to K. Now I'm not too sure abt Y also

Nowadays, Y seems to have other appts. Hard to ask her out for lunch nowadays. just a friendly talk each time... don't think i wanna progress with her :) Today she is meeting her cell group member too.

I have a question to anyone who reads this entry, is dating the same when you are 18 and now when you are 25 yrs old?

Just another weekend

Hmm....another weekend is over, having mixed feeling actually.

My ex messaged me on the handphone, well dunno why she is so concerned about me. I've remembered that last time i went to see her, she was busy messaging her boyfriend not to worry and all those kind of assurance stuff. Well how I know, she accidentally showed me her handphone message.

I told myself to distant from her, but I find she is the sweetest girl that I've ever met. So how to?

Well still getting over my rejection over M. But then I didn't really feel much. Thanks to Richard and my Xiaomeis who spend time chatting with me.

It's the beginning of a new week. Time to clean my glass slipper =)

Saturday, September 25, 2004

The confession

Just 2 days back, I confessed my love for this girl. We were great friends during our poly days and I somehow got closer to her. But she treated me as a friend only. I was quite sincere about it but I guess it takes 2 hands to clap. At least I said it out, I felt relieved. Guess my glass slipper didn't fit her or there will be bruises to her feet if she wears them. As I collect myself up, my glass slipper waits patiently for her owner.

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Milk rose hmmm....

I was thinking of this name for my 2nd blog site. I have this friend of mine, yiping who kinda like white roses, the milky colour kind. So why not right, milk rose sounds like a nice name. I used to keep my deepest thoughts inside of me but why not share it with my great friends that is around me.